After reading Kristin Hokanson’s post today entitled “Supporting Reluctant Swimmers- or letting them drown?” I have been pondering my own situation as a tech coach at my school, and wondering how I can do a better job and not feel the tremendous frustration that I feel. Of course, if I am feeling frustration, I know that means the teachers are as well.
Two years ago I was teaching not only computer classes K-8, but K-8 Spanish as well. In addition to that I built and manage the website, act as PowerSchool admin, network admin, E-rate admin, teacher tech trainer, admin for the swipe card system, and fixer of all things powered by electricity. The teachers (well some of them) wanted me to be more available to them, to help them better integrate technology, and so a Spanish teacher was hired. My contract now says “teach tech classes grades 3-8″ and nothing more. Everything else is “understood” to be part of the job.
I have been guilty of leading, in some cases dragging, the horses to the water, and have become frustrated
when they would not drink it. Or would take a sip and then walk away. I introduced Web 2.0 tools, trained them in using features in Discovery Streaming, promoted great websites. “Thanks, great presentation.” Then, nothing happens. No one, or almost no one, sees the need to try to incorporate what was in the presentation, even when I give examples of how it can be used. The biggest excuse for my teachers is not enough time. “If I didn’t have a class of 35, then I could sit down and try these things.” If an administrator feels they are justified and overworked, he or she may not push for integration for that reason. Our teachers are scheduled for one-on-one with me (taking up all the slots that the Spanish classes would have taken) but many of them never show. There is no penalty if they don’t. Do I chase them down? Only rarely, because I often feel like an unwelcome visitor at the door, someone who is going to make them feel uncomfortable. And besides, in that empty slot I can unjam a printer, reprogram someone’s swipe card, order ink cartridges, and get the next month’s events on the website. My confession.
There were a number of great comments on Durff’s blog, which I believe precipitated this whole discussion. Like one of the commenters, I also hold tech classes on Wednesday after school and I even supply snacks. I have found that we are at a point of needing differentiated learning. Some picked things up more quickly, and moved on to be Guppies, and Minnows, and Fish; but what to do about the
Polliwog who still is not quite sure where to type a URL in a browser? I no longer can hold group sessions that will meet everyone’s needs, since they are now all in different places. I am willing to be there for anyone who wants me in the classroom, anyone who wants to try something new and needs support. But if someone adamantly refuses, perhaps I have to let the chips fall where they may. Except, the kids deserve better. If you cannot type a URL in a browser then you are CHOOSING not to learn. I can not fight that with any amount of cheese and crackers.
So as I voraciously read blogs and tweets and gather this site or that tool, excited to try so many new things, I wonder…will I ever make this happen in someone’s classroom, will the students ever benefit from this experience other than in the computer lab in an activity entirely structured by me? I recently got someone higher up to notice that we did more than typing and PowerPoint presentations in tech class, which is what would always be mentioned whenever a visitor was led into the lab. I made someone look at the finished video projects, listen to a few minutes of the student podcasts, see how they had been using wikis, notice that some students were still blogging even in the summer. I hope it helps.
I will try not to leave them at the water’s edge this year, and maybe even cup my hands and bring the water up
to the horse if it will not bend down, perhaps saying, “Let’s just really feel comfortable with this ONE strategy rather than ten of them. But if the horse balks and refuses to budge, I reserve the right to spend more time with the ones eager to jump the next fence, even if they have to circle it a few times to get up courage. We are adults. If there is no intrinsic motivation, no desire to learn, how can we make any progress?
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Clown Fish. Discovery Communications, Inc.. 2009.
Discovery Education. 10 July 2009
<http://streaming.discoveryeducation.com/>
Bear emerging from water with fish. Discovery Communications, Inc.. 2009.
Discovery Education. 10 July 2009
<http://streaming.discoveryeducation.com/>
Horse by fence. Paul Fuqua. 2003.
Discovery Education. 10 July 2009
<http://streaming.discoveryeducation.com/>